A love story.....endless

A Love Story....... Endless

There's gonna be a day when you'll realize it was all worth it,although he took it lightly.

You awake from the dark,dreaming about her, doubting to realise that this life is breathtakingly beautiful.

Every single second,minute,hour,day,week ,month,year

While you are hooking out with your pals,family,be it at office or no matter anywhere.

Every single distance, hello, goodbye

Every single tear,escape,reaction,smile,nakhra

Every single skype chat,memory, drinks, song

It doesnot come in form of a person or an idea or a plan(how so ever hard you try to make it impressive) but like an instantaneous shutter which has a purpose radiating from the four of the five sense(his smell ,watching him, his voice, his touch)......

Why do i alwaz feel he's watching me..... although i keeping telling myslf to resist him bt forget wateva i decide wen i see his msg on my phn.... 

Wats happening to me , why m changing all my rules???

Why feelings ? Is there a need for a love? what if he broke my heart? wat if he didnt feel the same now? Why am i not able to forget her?

A purpose is all you have been searching for and one day it will just appear......

P.S. : Whr shall i find answer to all dese questions. whr shud I Browse and find out.

nEw BeGiNiNg.... aLL oVeR aGaIn

Sumtyms in  d mid of d race u wana escape out..run away from all d hassels of life n wish U cud have evrything PERFECT !  I was just wondering what wud be perfect for us..sumthing that seems us right..sumthing that satisfies us..sumthing that brings peace to our soul..or is it sumthing where we crave no more !
But is dis situation really possible..I wonder so !
N the answer that prompts into my mind is a BIG "NO" !!
No matter how rich we can be , how satisfied we feel but everything seems so transitory..just waiting to fade away ..and they leave you in an instant, feeling so withered n lost..sad but true..


the thing that remains lively forever is HOPE ! Hope not that your hope fades away !


Feelings feelings and feelings.. Though we have entered in practical world,we can not get away from our cute feelings. I called them cute because they are innocent,sweet,self driven! I mean, you can not just stop them. at every point of life,we are attracted towards someone. Someone is always there in our heart. But this someone keeps on changing every now and then. If you like someone and you are in contact, there is no harm in expressing it. Infact you should express it,share it but without expectations (its almost impossible to live without expectations). If the infatuation is from both the sides at the same time.. YOU ARE LUCKY..! But if this is one sided,its a bit painful, but then, as i said, its a cute feeling.. just have a wonderful experience. Most of the people doesn't express their feelings, may be because they fear loosing a friend. BUT i guess, if you can express it one day and never show it again, it feels good. Your friendship remains intact plus you seem to be honest enough because you confessed your feeling honestly.


Day dreaming is so nice. You can dream of everything you want. You can just get into the different world. You can dream of yourself at any place,with anyone. You can dream of doing anything you ever wanted. It feels so good to be alone for a moment and spend time with yourself and just feel free,and fly away in the world of dreams..

I love talking..and there are many people i really love to communicate with..but i know its not possible,so i dream of talking to them. I don't know how it starts but i just get lost in that dream talk. And then i just wish it to be all true.!
I dream of talking to guys i really like. And it becomes a lovely story.
I dream that some old friends have suddenly appeared in front of me..!
Sometimes i dream,my old friends are coming with posters and hoardings to look for me.
I dream of earning money and buy things..
I dream of coming running to my parents with a happy face and shout.."i have got,what i wanted" or anything like that.


I have always dreamed of having a charismatic relationship with sum1 specially made for me. I met  a guy few years back & we became frnds and suddenly i started thinking may be he's d one  for whom i hv been waiting so long. We became more den frnds but after some time i realised he's nt d one i was expecting to be with. He was totally different from the guy of my imagination, though he tried to copy dat guy but he cudnt succeded. 


I don't know the guy of my imagination evn exists but i am sure i'll meet him one day. I stopped believing in love, emotions, feelings sumtym back & was thinking people came close to u just to take advantage of u or to pass dere tym. But passing time made me realise dat it was not my fault, i gave my best but it wasnt meant for me so i shud stop blaming myslf for wateva happnd. 


Y shud i keep myself away from dat wonderful feeling called LOVE. I am ready to give myself a chance to be happy & start afresh all over again.

wAt iS fRiEnDsHiP

I called up my friend and asked a very simple question,”Why is it that we need ‘friends’ in life?”
Here is what she said to me :

“We need friends to grow. Grow strong. Spiritually and Mentally. They help us face the challenges of everyday life, to understand the ‘bad’ world and make us aware of the fact that instead of so many negativity around, there are positive things in this world such as trust and love.

“They help us to grow out of the protective cocoons that our parents make for us. They give us the ‘various’ perspectives we need to know our shortcomings and our strengths. They understand the strangest emotions we go through, they help us move out of the dirtiest mess we may create but also remember to reprimand us for it later.

“In short, they make us a better Human. Though they make sure that we don’t grow into an emotionless creature who becomes a dog in this ‘dog eat dog’ world yet they prepare us to face it.”
“I am there for you”

I was silent. And in that silence, I felt that I have understood what it meant to be friends.

i wAnT tO tImE tRaVeL !!!

if anything that i want right now, time travel is the one.
that is what i am thinking since the few minutes back after looking at my album.
i was wondering what i am doing at this day, this hour, this minute and this moment last year.
with my 'short-term' memory, i know i couldn't possibly get the answer accurately right.
but one thing that i am positively very sure is that, i was wid my frndzz enjoyin a hell lot...
And then, all of sudden i felt all the memories for that last year flood in my mind.

Evrythng was amazing back then , i really had fun.
Everyday was full with colours and laughter.
I have had lots of awesome friends that made my life feel with awesomeness.
I wish i could go back to the good old times.
How i hope that the time travel really exist!


Seriously,I'll miss everything aftr going frm here.
I'll miss my frndzzz.
I'll miss the caring Priyanka especially remembring the moment when i was crying quietly under my laptop screen and she noticed and asked me what happen.

I'll miss the protective Shagun who alwaz protected me from being getting hurt anyhw.
I''ll miss Jasmeet who listened to me patiently every time i want to tell someone something.
I'll miss Astha, srishti, Aastha wid them i really enjoyed my last days in d college.
I miss all my cliques.
I miss swapping clothes with them.
I'll miss hanging out with Ankita, Parul, Shikha, neha in the Cafeteria.
I'll miss keeping dose secrets, gossiping bout boyz and how we throw those birthday surprises.

I'll miss wasting my times for nothing with shagun, astha, srishti for LRC, DINNER TIME WALK
I'll miss Mittal even if i don't know till now the real truth of 'that thing (6th Feb)' n ya their G-FAMILY.
I'll also miss shivam, shekhar, nishant who like to give me headache with stupid texts n make me laugh evrytym.
I miss all the things i used to do.
and yeah, I'll miss JIVE.

Thanks for the memories,babes and dudes. i'll miss u guyzzz a lot !!!!!
Cheers and toast for the past, present and the future 

cLoSiNg a cHaPtEr

My college days are coming to an end. I have been studying in an management college for the last one n half years now. College life is indeed a big transformation from our school days. We are in a different world all together. We start to think in a different perspective. We have a strong vigour in what ever we do. We are in a stage where, we are neither a child nor an adult. And most important of all, I feel, is that we start to judge people better. We can know who is bad and who is good. We start to recognize who all are really loving us sincerely.

But people, who have always confused me are the fairer sex. I thought they are the weaker class. But my dear friend let me tell you, they can do what ever they want to, to fulfil their ambition. They can go up to any level to accomplish their desires. dats wat i hv seen in dis college....

After completing B.tech i joined WIPRO but left the after 3 months coz i realised it was not wat i alwaz wanted from life, so i took biggest risk of my life of leaving the job n switching my career from Technical road to the MANAGEMENT road....

I joined JAYPEE BUSINESS SCHOOL on 27th july 2009, i prefered to stay in hostel coz i alwaz luvd hostel life since my skul days.... Before coming here i hv decided to do a lot of things and to learn as much as i can frm othrs experiences... I nvr thght i m so lucky dat i'll find some amazing n rocking frnds at dis phase of life whr evry1 only think bout themselves.

Shagun being the most important perosn for me in dis clg for many reasons (Nature, childish, loyal), astha (Single a), Aastha (Double a), srishti, sneha , priyanka n jasmeet are my true frnds dat i got in JBS. dey were alwaz dere wenever i needed dem widout me asking for dere help.

i hv learnt a lot frm dis clg- nvr trust ny1 except few ones, people can fake on ur face, time can change ny1, alwaz be open to all changes in life. wen i came here i alwaz thght wen will dis MBA be completed, i alwaz wanted to go bck coz i didnt liked dis place n clg at all. d only reason i came here was dat i wanted to be close to home, fr dis i rejected ALLIANCE BANGLORE OFFER. I hated dis place lyk hell during first few months, i spent most of my time on net searching for scholarships for P.hd Abroad. I didnt reaalised wen dis place changed me n suddenly i startd liking dis place, spending more time wid people, exploring near by places.

SHAGUN 1 day told me " NEETU till d time u'r here live ur lyf like a child coz u'll nvr evr get dis opportunity again aftr going frm here"

i hv achieved evrythng i thght of before cumin here except my plan of doing P.hd which i postponded for some time. Its tym to pack up all the things as end of clg  lyf is at d door but sumthng frm inside says I DON'T WANT TO GO FROM HERE, i'hv alwaz missed sumthng here n before going i got a glimpse of wat was dat. We all really tried hard to make dese days dayz memorable for all of us , did sum funny n crazy things like:

• Going to LRC
• Dinner Walk for a purpose
• Getting info bout shagun's crush etc

i'll miss dis place n most of all my sweet lovely frnds to whom i nvr hv to think bout nythng before saying or doing nythng... i hv learnt a lot of things frm dis clg like how to be diplomatic, handle any situation, open for changes n ya most importantly  hw to preserve my childishness still being professional to the outer world. 
Love u all ..... i'll alwaz pray to god to give u all wateva u dream of........mmuuuaaahhhhhh