nEw BeGiNiNg.... aLL oVeR aGaIn

Sumtyms in  d mid of d race u wana escape out..run away from all d hassels of life n wish U cud have evrything PERFECT !  I was just wondering what wud be perfect for us..sumthing that seems us right..sumthing that satisfies us..sumthing that brings peace to our soul..or is it sumthing where we crave no more !
But is dis situation really possible..I wonder so !
N the answer that prompts into my mind is a BIG "NO" !!
No matter how rich we can be , how satisfied we feel but everything seems so transitory..just waiting to fade away ..and they leave you in an instant, feeling so withered n lost..sad but true..


the thing that remains lively forever is HOPE ! Hope not that your hope fades away !


Feelings feelings and feelings.. Though we have entered in practical world,we can not get away from our cute feelings. I called them cute because they are innocent,sweet,self driven! I mean, you can not just stop them. at every point of life,we are attracted towards someone. Someone is always there in our heart. But this someone keeps on changing every now and then. If you like someone and you are in contact, there is no harm in expressing it. Infact you should express it,share it but without expectations (its almost impossible to live without expectations). If the infatuation is from both the sides at the same time.. YOU ARE LUCKY..! But if this is one sided,its a bit painful, but then, as i said, its a cute feeling.. just have a wonderful experience. Most of the people doesn't express their feelings, may be because they fear loosing a friend. BUT i guess, if you can express it one day and never show it again, it feels good. Your friendship remains intact plus you seem to be honest enough because you confessed your feeling honestly.


Day dreaming is so nice. You can dream of everything you want. You can just get into the different world. You can dream of yourself at any place,with anyone. You can dream of doing anything you ever wanted. It feels so good to be alone for a moment and spend time with yourself and just feel free,and fly away in the world of dreams..

I love talking..and there are many people i really love to communicate with..but i know its not possible,so i dream of talking to them. I don't know how it starts but i just get lost in that dream talk. And then i just wish it to be all true.!
I dream of talking to guys i really like. And it becomes a lovely story.
I dream that some old friends have suddenly appeared in front of me..!
Sometimes i dream,my old friends are coming with posters and hoardings to look for me.
I dream of earning money and buy things..
I dream of coming running to my parents with a happy face and shout.."i have got,what i wanted" or anything like that.


I have always dreamed of having a charismatic relationship with sum1 specially made for me. I met  a guy few years back & we became frnds and suddenly i started thinking may be he's d one  for whom i hv been waiting so long. We became more den frnds but after some time i realised he's nt d one i was expecting to be with. He was totally different from the guy of my imagination, though he tried to copy dat guy but he cudnt succeded. 


I don't know the guy of my imagination evn exists but i am sure i'll meet him one day. I stopped believing in love, emotions, feelings sumtym back & was thinking people came close to u just to take advantage of u or to pass dere tym. But passing time made me realise dat it was not my fault, i gave my best but it wasnt meant for me so i shud stop blaming myslf for wateva happnd. 


Y shud i keep myself away from dat wonderful feeling called LOVE. I am ready to give myself a chance to be happy & start afresh all over again.

wAt iS fRiEnDsHiP

I called up my friend and asked a very simple question,”Why is it that we need ‘friends’ in life?”
Here is what she said to me :

“We need friends to grow. Grow strong. Spiritually and Mentally. They help us face the challenges of everyday life, to understand the ‘bad’ world and make us aware of the fact that instead of so many negativity around, there are positive things in this world such as trust and love.

“They help us to grow out of the protective cocoons that our parents make for us. They give us the ‘various’ perspectives we need to know our shortcomings and our strengths. They understand the strangest emotions we go through, they help us move out of the dirtiest mess we may create but also remember to reprimand us for it later.

“In short, they make us a better Human. Though they make sure that we don’t grow into an emotionless creature who becomes a dog in this ‘dog eat dog’ world yet they prepare us to face it.”
“I am there for you”

I was silent. And in that silence, I felt that I have understood what it meant to be friends.